Forever To Sleep

Now I lay me down,forever to sleep
God forgive me and may my soul he keep
I no longer can carry on
Too much to handle and my hope is gone
I made a mess of this life God gave me
Instead of happiness,in the end I've found misery
Depression and turmoil I've known too well
Heartache and pain,what more can I tell
I tried to believe that it would all get better
That it would pass like stormy weather
Well now the storm still rages on
Reality has sung me a very sad song
I know this can be considered a selfish act
But I'm in so deep now I can't turn back
Love you all,my family and friends
I'm so sorry how my life ends
Please pray to God for mercy on my soul
For the time has come,now I must go