I would love nothing more than to be by your side forever.
But this is something I just have to do.
Please understand this is something I feel like I have to go through with.
Please don't hate me for what you don't understand.
I truly did love you for all of my life and hope you can forgive me some day.
Please don't cry, it's better that I go this way.
It's better that I did this now, you'll thank me later when you find someone so much better.
Someone you will love so much more than I.
Someone who is worth every single one of the tears you now cry.
So please forgive me, but I feel I have to do this.
I know I promised I wouldn't so long ago.
I know you probably hate me, but I will always love you.
Please if you still hold any love for me, never forget all we shared.
But don't let your heart let you feel regret, instead look at it the way I do.
It was the best time of my short life, and if I could go back, I would live every moment all over again.
And never get tired of living the same old dream.
By the time you read this I will be gone, but I'll forever live in your heart, I know.
It's almost time for me to pass this life, maybe I'll write you one more line, maybe two.
It's sad what I must do.
But understand I'm doing this for you.
I can no longer cause you any pain.
I refuse to be there by your side, and watch as you cry tears you should never cry, all because I have done you wrong.
All I can say is "I'm so sorry" as I take my last breath, and think of you, the love for which, I shall sacrifice my life.
I can hear you crying as you read this, and it breaks my heart with every beat.
Goodbye, I love you, remember, I promised, forever, and always.
Love, yours always and forever, Lucas.
This is my version of a letter someone very special to me gave me to give to my best friend, I miss you so much..still, I hope all you wished for her comes true in the end.
