Hey ppl yea i didnt know wut else to call this poem but i hope u like and please comment and vote
My eyes seemed as if they had turned black
Alone and Emptiness is what I felt,
on the night I decided to just go
I felt as if my whole world was coming crashing down...
I knew that something was not right something had
changed inside my true love
As I sat there in the dark all I could think about was you
The love that I had for you and the love I felt that I lost from you...
As sat there in the dark...
I took the shiny blade and made the incisions across my veins,
I looked at all the pictures of us together,
thought about all the happy times we had
and the many more we promised would come...
I unfolded the napkin that held all the pills and took each one
I tired to even call you with the hope that you would
answer and save me from a mistake that would soon become.
But then I saw that was not to happen,
So I laid my note of last good-byes out
and I laid down in bed with the tears still new on my face
Screaming to God to just take me away...
I slept that night with the thought of not waking in the morning
That soon I wouldn’t have to live with this pain
But then to my surprise I woke...
Soon to realize that my suicide attempt failed,
and with that done I thought you might have shown like you
cared, but not at all...
And now you say it probably was a lie,
that if I did that then I would have died
Well guess what that’s exactly what I thought and planned on doing
cause I had already felt like I died on the inside knowing
that I was losing my reason to live
But you’re right if I was you I would have a hard time believing
for one thing its hard to believe the one you love could have died
And another because what I did would have killed any body
But for some strange reason God wants me here cause as you can
see it wasn’t my time to go... even though I believe I’m not suppose to be here
But maybe I am because one day we’ll be together again and I will have
my True Love back and my reason to live
Because believe it or not you changed my life
gave me something to believe in and showed me
that I was Loved...
