Painful Suicide

All of this agony and heart ache
Seemed so real that i told myself it was fake.
Though I felt pain when all was wrong
I tell myself why do they cry their war song.
I'd hate to know what they'd do
If all this hatred and anger grew.
They dont know who they hurt
But I'm afraid to open my mouth and blurt.
I always thought we'd be so happy
So why is it now that I feel so crappy.
As I crack the door that song I hear
All by myself I shutter with fear.
Scared of all these deadly pows
I hide alone taking some solemn vows.
I'm so sick of that corner and how I cried
So I leave a note of my Painful Suicide....