Met you when I was but a girl so young,so naive.I was but a girl of 14.I knew what the world was like,yes.I knew how hard it was to smile and try your best. When your world was falling apart and all light seemed to turn to dark.You played a big part in making me see that really nothing is ever meant to be. I was sad and dark when we met. It was a day I'll never forget.You were just like me,shut off from the world.Not caring what life was all about anymore.You had been hurt just as I.You had a few too many crys,as I.It was like hate at first sight.The day we met was our first fight.I'll never forget those words you said when you apologized and took back all the lies.It seemed so hard for you to do,told me that you had never lost a fight in front of all your friends,that I was good,and I deserved my win.That was the day that we finally became friends. As time came to pass our friendship grew.One night we were both not thinking things over right.You wanted to end it and so did I.I made you promise me that you wouldn't do it.But you made me promise too.I never did thank you for pulling me through.We helped each other since then in so many ways.I remember the day you told me that you were bi,I was straight as a board,ha.You asked me if I accepted it.I said yes no matter what I will never judge you,you will always be my best friend.You said you were scared before of what I might think,I said,have I ever judged you?You said no, you never have.I said, and I never will. From then on we became closer and our feelings grew.One day out of the blue you told me that you loved me as more than a friend.I was surprised but part of me expected it.I think you were afraid of losing me,cause you kept it from me for so long.But I just told you,I'm glad you told me, it's hard to be honest.You smiled and said I was an angel.I told you no, just the closest you'll ever get to one. We both laughed and had our good times.But soon enough your feelings for me grew.I started feeling some new things too.I kept them a secret,thinking.If only she knew,but I thought it was just a crush,mere attraction on my part. Didn't wanna give you hope for something that would fall apart,but as time grew so did the crush I thought I had for you.You dated Candace...and Amanda too.I always wondered why it hurt me so. You would always tell me that you believed that we were meant to be. That you would always be in love with me.I still remember the first time we kissed,you were surprised how good I was at it.I laughed and said,I told you, never
underestimate me.That was when I realized,just what I felt,but I couldn't tell you,no not yet.I kept it inside and let you go on living your life like you had.I didn't show how much it hurt when you told me how much you loved him,or was it her? But finally after so long,I took someone's advice and took the plunge. I told you that I liked you,nothing deep.I didn't want to ruin our great friendship.The first time you told me that you loved me after we had become one instead of two.I was so happy,but I held it in.I didn't want to lose what I had.I was insecure and I knew I could easily get hurt.Finally on new years,I told you the truth. Just how much I really loved you. You seemed so happy,you kept saying I love you,I love you.I loved so much hearing you say those three beautiful words.One day you promised me that you would never cheat.I warned you that you couldn't take it back. You just laughed and said that you never would.So I believed you, with all that I was.The next day you told me that you had broken the promise.Told me that Candace kissed you but you didn't kiss her back. It hurt,so much but I held the tears back.You also told me about Jake,and how his trust was a stake.Like the naive girl I was,I believed every word.We broke up soon after because I couldn't handle the pain. About a month after,you'd already found someone new. It hurt like hell, but I said that I was happy for you. I tried to find someone new,and I did but none of them could fill the space in my heart left just for you. We started dating again after so long. I thought we would last this time,but yet again we went our separate ways,because I still hadn't forgiven what you once did. So we tried again,and I let go of all the pain.I was happy like I had been the first time,once again,but that soon came to a close.I found out that you had kissed an ex, some other girl. It hurt so much, when I had to find out from her instead of you,but I guess I was something you just couldn't lose.I told you that it was over.That this was the last time,but I find myself missing you,every night.I cry on my pillow just thinking of what we once shared.Thinking,did I do something wrong?Was it something I said?Was I not good enough for you?Did you now love someone else?Someone new?But I knew the answer deep in my heart. We were meant to be,but we lost our way,in the game of cat and mouse.We both lost, our hearts the cost.
