I had you...for forever and a day we'll stay together we always would say.
It seemed our love could have passed any obstacle.
Even death, could not ruin our eternity it seemed.
You were my hopes...you were my dreams.
In my heart, in my mind...and in my arms that became a lie the moment you said.
I love you never forget me my love..
I knew just then what was to come...
I didn't want to face that fate just yet.
Tears welled up in my eyes...
I began to cry.
You began to whisper softly in my ear.
Baby please don't cry this is goodbye only for a little while, please smile..
Please smile one last time.
Princess just for me...so I can remember just how beautiful you truly are.
So my soul can be at peace.
So I can remember you the way I loved you best...with a smile on your beautiful face
I tried so hard to smile that night...but failed many times.
Finally I managed to smile for you, and you said. That's my girl...I love you so much..
I wish it hadn't come to this, I wish I could stay here...stay with you.
As you caressed my cheeks lovingly like so many times before.
This time different only because we both knew it would be the last knew it meant much more..
As our lips met one last time, a kiss was captured that I will remember all of my life.
I looked deep into your eyes and you into mine...
Right then I knew I would love you for the rest of my life.
Even through death...I knew you would hold my heart.
I would never be able to hold you again after this I knew..
My worst fear was now coming true
Finally it had come time to say our final goodbyes.
I cried on your shirt and you gave me one last broken smile.
Before you took your final gasping breath breath you whispered.
I love you Sammy never forget that I love you now and forever I shall...our love will pass even this test...goodbye
As your body went limp in my arms.
All I could do was let the tears slide out of my saddened eyes.. down and off of my cheeks.
My eyes full of pain could only express just how I felt as you took your last breath.
Finally..my worst nightmare had come true..I thought as I held your lifeless body lovingly in my arms..
I prayed for one last I love you just please one last kiss...one more day of our bliss.
But my prayers went unanswered as I continued to cry...
My worst nightmare had come true.
My worst fear...came true when..
...I lost you...
This is to James, even though your gone your loving memory in my heart still does live on.
