Blue eyes filled with much sorrow, but even more so pain.
Watch and shine with unshed tears as she stand back which is all she can do..
Watching the love of her life walk away...
Letting you walk away.
Not daring to beg you anymore.
Not the heart to make you stay
Once again she has come back to this day, a memory that she shall never forget.
A love that she shall never regret in all her years of living.
A life so unforgiving.
But only be ashamed that she didn't live it right.
She took this love for granted in thinking.
That it would never fade, or disappear, that he would forever be there.
Thought her lover would always hold her close to his heart.
So naive and fragile like a young child or porcelain doll.
So easy to break..yet so hard to control.
Hair as dark as the night and eyes as blue as the ocean beneath the sky's wings.
Only pain does her heart feel.
No happiness left, only scars that won't seem to heal.
There is the sun out it's brightness shining over all who see
There may be a sun outside shining above.
But these eyes I speak of hold no love hold no essence of hopes or dreams..
But only heavy rains and dark cloud filled days.
She can see the sun through now dull sights.
But not feel the warmth which used to come from every smile.
No longer a child of just fifteen.
She sees the world with newfound knowledge.
Knows now that love doesn't always end the romance novels way.
She's new yes but not necessarily improved.
Holding on to memories her heart yearns for each day.
Never seeming to let go of a past she doesn't want to know.
Trying to grasp something that really isn't there.
Failing at making the memories disappear..
An angel with broken wings...
He always said she looked best with a smile.
She wonders what he would think of her if he could see her now.
No smile adorns her saddened face.
The cold harsh reality of life only does she yet embrace.
Such a pained look in her eyes.
Which could make even the coldest heart feel.
Her smile is gone, her hopes have now disappeared.
Her smiles now are her disguise.
To hide from the world.
Never showing what is truly inside.
Just an angel...with broken wings.
A sad song she sings...
As the bells they do ring...
Like a song bird lost in dreary storm.
Such a sad lullaby.
As the morning approaches everyone hears such a tragic melody.
Because she's..
Just an angel.
With..her..broken..wings..
Just an angel trying to follow her broken dreams...
