I've been a bit distracted lately.
And I'm so sorry.
You go off to work and I stay home.
And when I leave to work you sleep.
Out lives seem to clash.
But when we do spend those few hours together
I sit by myself writing my stories,
Writing about my future, writing about my past.
Yet never writing about us.
And I'm sorry I have been so distracted,
Not giving you the attention you deserve.
My mind has been filled with images
Unheard of.
So I try to write them down,
Try to release the anger before my anger goes and consumes me.
I'm sorry I have not been a better wife.
I'm sorry I sit alone most of the night.
I know we could be out,
I know we could be having fun.
But I'm stuck lately.
Addicted to my writings.
And this leaves you unattended, and confused.
But I love you honey,
This will never change.
I believe you are the smartest man,
I believe in your words of encouragement.
I believe in your love most of all.
So I'm sorry for being so distracted.
I hope you can forgive me.
To you my world revolves around.
I just need to release my emotion right now.
I need to release the pain and sorrow.
I'm trying to get over the secrets
I confided into you.
This is my therapy session, Jason.
But please remain by my side through the years.
Just take my apology and understand,
Understand you always come first.
But right now I need to write,
I need to be free.
I love you honey
I love you day, noon, and night.
So please understand why I've been so distracted lately.
