I love you and I know that you know
I don't like to be tied down..but then again i don't wanna let you go
I am not ready for all this commitment
I am kinda thinking that maybe we should calm down a little bit
Your the light that lights my way
Your the highlight of my day
But sometimes you scare me when you tell me that u would die without me near
Sometimes thats the only thing that is keeping me here
I take you to the beach so i can gently break the news to you
As we start to talk you tell me you love me..i feel as though I'm forced to say i love you too
As i get ready to tell you that i think our relationship is going too fast, i feel like I'm holding your life in my hand
I feel like if i do this, it would be like dropping you to be broken and forgotten about in the sand
I just can't say the words or tell you what i came to do
I know in my heart that i care, and looking into your eyes, i know i really love you
I am SO unsure of what i want right now
I want to love you, I want to make you understand but u have to show me how
I am not used to really being cared about
My solution to problems was usually to just walk out
Sweep it under the rug
Or brush it off and shrug
But now i finally have someone who cares and I'm pushing you away
I am just so scared,afraid to make commitment, afraid to stay
In a way i think I'm right to leave, but in a way i think I'm wrong
Have we been together to much or too long?
I am so confused i don't know what to say or do
I feel like a lost child, out in the blue
I have all these feelings and i don't know what to make of it
I think i should tell u but then again i think i shouldn't
You can tell i am confused and depressed
I feel like my feelings are in a contest
One is saying yes and the other is saying no
that isn't helping me to know the way to go
I guess it will just take some time to figure out what I'm gonna do
But in the mean time, just remember no matter what happens..i will always love you
