I have lost

A smile stretches across my face.
Just knowing your all mine.
I'll be able to finish this race.
And love you till the end of time.
But it seems as though time is running out.
And I'm afriad of losing you.
As life goes on, oh so strong, I lose you now what to do?

Run where I will and hide away for I have lost you, lost you this day.
My mind goes blank and I don't know what to say.
You left me, how can this be?
Now I can't see you, you've run away.
Last I looked you were here to stay.
My life is ruined, starting today.

Why don't I just die?
You would admit you love me,
And then you'd cry.
life seems so pointless without you.
But I have lost, what will I do?