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by Ashleigh Sep 10, 2004 category : Love, romance / desired love
I wake up each morning not knowing how to feel trying not to think of you as if your a big deal. I go to school each day excited to see your face to see your sexy smile to see if your having a good day I get pumped up on weekends where we can chill together alone I know it would be better if the parentals weren't at home. When were in my bedroom lying on my bed i hold you so close to me and wish it would never end. My feelings towards you are crazy your in my every thought the only down fall to this is your only my best friend. Your always there for me at the times i need you most i tell you all my secrets not even my other friends know. Though we are best friends i want so much more but i don't want our friendship to go right out the door. Its taken many years to get us where we are. I'm glad that we have stuck together and have made it this damn far. My feelings are building up now no where for them to go no other way to tell you no other way to show. I cant do much more than sit back here and cry while your out making other girls the center of your life. Why do you go out searching for a love that is not there when i am right here loving you wishing you would care i guess thats to much to ask for between you and i right now I'll just have to accept things and stay true to my vow My vow to always love you each and everyday to always stand beside you to never let my feelings go away. I'll always love you baby from today until the end so this is where i close it off sincerely yous, your best friend.