My Enemy

My only enemy in life is myself
And what I let it do to me
My only enemy in life is myself
And what I let myself become

I don't know how to overcome myself
My book is an empty soul
I don't know what to do
I don't know what i behold

I can wait a long while
But my answer will never be solved
So what shall i do
Why cant i just be dissolved

I need a better place
A place that will let me in
Not a place where i have to do something
Not the place i begin

If my enemy cant be fought
What else is there to do
My only options is to be gone
And by that i mean myself and what i used to do.