2 Sided Colored Tears

The drops of red
The drops of blue
They are both tears
But from different places

My eyes bleed of sadness
My arms bleed of hurt
My body fills tired
I am going berserk

My mind runs suicide
My feelings run dead
I just want to take this gun
And end with a bullet to my head

Life is supposed to be worth living
But i don't catch that drift
I only catch the one
That makes me deathly sick

All the memory's faded
All the dreams have died
Everyone who talks to me
Just wants me full of lies

I cant bring myself to say
That i want to live another day
When life is just to hard
And it isn't worth my stay

I wish i could leave
And maybe come back
But life isn't that way
Your either alive or on your back