I am...

I am the kuroi tsubasa chouchou
I wonder how much longer until i can take to the sky
I hear the names and smile but, inside i cry
Yes! i see all the faces everyone gives to me
I just wanna hide so my spirit can breathe
I am the black winged butterfly

I pretend happiness is in my grasp
I feel my spirit about to collapse
I touch those clouds that hold oh so tight
I am afraid of you so i sleep there every night
I cry because death is calling.. and there's the knife
I am the black winged butterfly

I understand nothing this world is so confusing
I say that I'm a winner.. in reality I'm losing
I dream of happiness drowning my pain
I try to fly but despair holds me down with chain
I hope for my smothering tears to soon be slayed
I am the kuroi Tsubasa chouchou