This poem is a true poem that is basically a few main highlights of my life! they happened in order of the poem!
I sit there with my eyes closed tight
Wondering when my life will be right
Someday its good and others its bad
Because of the past i have had
I lived with nothing in my mind but fear
So happy that I am still here
He told me she did nothing but deceive
So he made her leave
Told me she only told me lies
And let me blame her for all my cries
But now I know it was him my Dad
Who made my mom so mad
My mind is lost and confused
My heart is torn and abused
The day she entered my life
I knew I didn't want her to be my dads new wife
She caused me nothing but more pain
So its my dads love she can gain
Then when we fought and she slapped me
I knew its not the way life should be
I should of done something back
But it is respect that i don't lack
My mind is lost and confused
My heart is torn and abused
The night my brother went away
I didn't know what to say
I was definitely scared
But only cause i cared
I cared for my brothers sake
About all the risks he had to take
Alls that ran through my mind when he was taken to the hospital by a cop
Was that he was getting help and its about to stop
My mind is lost and confused
My heart is torn and abused
When i was 14 I only lived to cry and put
Especially when my dad did kick me out
Why did it have to end that way
With nothing left to say
The love is gone and its to late
Words now filled with nothing but hate
My mind is lost and confused
My heart is torn and abused
Its my friends who help me get through
Everything that i do
Without them i couldn't be me
They are the only ones who can see
The things inside the life i have been dealt
And the way that it has felt
The feelings of being depressed and sad
Are over taken with feelings of being joyful and glad
My mind is no longer lost and confused
My heart is no longer torn and abused
But of all the friends i have ever had
There is one special one who if i lost Id be more than sad
She has helped me more than she will ever know
And in my heart she will never go
In my heart she is definitely here to stay
I will never let her slip away
My mind is no longer lost and confused
My heart is no longer torn and abused
I live not for me but my lord
Who with me will never get bored
I tell him everything in my heart and mind
He is understanding and kind
He is always with me i am never by myself
He can detect all my feelings even the ones hidden on a shelf
My mind is no longer lost and confused
My heart is no longer torn and abused
I live for the love of my life
The one i want to make me his wife
Everyday he can put a smile on my face
Making my world a wonderful place
I wanna live life holding his hand
My love is an emotion i will never understand
My mind is no longer lost and confused
My heart is no longer torn and abused
And now that i pen my eyes and step back into reality
My mind and heart can understand and see
I don't have to close my eyes so tight
Because in the end my life will be alright!
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