Not the same

I hold your hand as if your there
you hold me tight as if you care
you say the things that i would never dare
i cry each night with the pain a bare

one look into your eyes and i believe that I'm in love
until you go off and leave me, just shake your head and shrug
your a disease i can't get rid off, just an endless drug
and every night i dream of escaping, but I'm trapped inside your hug

you don't like it when i cry
you're constantly telling me a lie
yet you have the cheek to ask me why
i just wish that this love would die

every time i see you you just simply walk straight on
and the feeling that you leave me with i know it can't last long
i feel as if you use me to just get in side my thong
and the problem is you don't see what you do is wrong

its one rule for me and for you another
constantly threatened by the age of my brother
tellings me I'm like no other
forcing me to believe that I'm your only lover

you flirt with other lasses even when I'm here
and if i bring them up in conversation you say i have nothing to fear
and each argument we have the end just keeps drawing near
but for every second i think of you simply causes another tear

we seem to have a perfect day
everything, it goes my way
not a bad word did you say
i thought everything was OK

you told my friend that you didn't want to be
with anybody including me
came form the blue i couldn't see
i could have died, you wouldn't even hear my plea

found out later that the night before
you'd been chatting up some lasses next door
and i knew then this would be war
but in that minute my heart just tore

i didn't want to be alive anymore

now you walk around as if I'm wrong
blame me for not being strong
actually surprised that it lasted that long
now i can only express my feelings in the words of a song