Not Wanted

I need your help more than ever before,
I cut too deep, I just had to explore,
Now I am bleeding all over the place,
I am lying on the floor feeling like a disgrace.

Why am I here? On this earth?
I am not wanted, what am I worth?
Nobody wants me they don't want to see me,
I want to leave this place and just be free.

So if you could help me please answer my prayers,
I want to go to heaven because nobody down here cares,
I will do anything you want just to be with you,
I am slowing dying, my lips are turning blue.

I cut to deep I know it's time,
I should write a letter or maybe a rhyme?
But what's the point no one will care,
My whole life was just unfair.

There will be no funeral and no tears,
for a lifeless girl with so many fears.
Now I am gone and out of your way,
don't worry anyone I won't ruin your day.