I'm sitting here alone,
just to feel happiness,
i keep trying on my own,
but my life full of emptiness.
I cry all night
These feelings I cannot hide
my once-thought happiness
was nothing but plain madness
You've always seen me smiling,
so happy and cheerful,
deep down inside i'm hurting,
no one knows, i've kept it cool.
As each day passes by,
It gets harder and harder to cry.
As each tear slides down my cheek,
I feel my body getting weak.
i just wanna feel a perfect life,
just like everybody else,
i don't even think you all would care
would you even know i wasn't there
too much time spent alone,
staring at these 4 walls,
hatred,loneliness,pain and confusion,
until i can't hear any calls.
I cry tears of pain and utter despair
Nightmares refuse to leave my head
You are not the only ones that hate me
I myself wish that I was completely dead
I'm sick of this **cking sh**
Nobody understands
I cant take it anymore
Let this be the end.
nothing in my life but pain has been real,
i guess to the world I'm just a piece of sh**,
depression is the only thing i feel,
let this life end and so be it.
