A crisis has come and i worry and fret the tests looked bad but the final results aren't back yet i pray to god and try my best to be strong but the doubts and fears r back before long what if its cancer what will we do i don't want her to suffer i cant lose her too god has always led me out of the valleys when i needed him before but i only want the mountains i don't want the sadness anymore i know god would strengthen me if i could only let him in but my faith seems so very weak and my light of hope is dim y cant i trust him for i know that he cares that no matter what happens hell always be there i know that god loves me and that i disappoint him with this doubt i know that he holds the future even when i don't know what this is all about but i know that god has plans and that he will carry me through these days and that things will work for good even if i don't understand his ways
we got the results back and my 6 month old daughter has cancer just in case u were wondering
