Maybe I dragged you into my life at the start,
But then I pushed you out again in hope we’d drift apart.
But you just kept trying to push your way into it again.
Eventually you got in just to give me pain.
I resent dragging you in, it wasn’t a nice thing to do,
I resent getting involved with such a pathetic person like you.
I was such a fool, your amazing talent left me blind
But it’s hard to believe that someone could be so unkind.
What did I get for admiring someone? Completely used.
So you could be the victim, I had to be abused.
I used to admire you until you played your little game
Your horrible, pathetic game, that made you a ‘victim’ and left me with pain.
You’ve manipulated me, controlled me, used me for your charade.
You gave me so much guilt but now that guilt begins to fade.
It’s unacceptable the way you’re treating me how you do,
I don’t deserve this no one does except maybe you.
But I wouldn’t sink that low, you’d like that from me,
And I won’t satisfy you, you don’t deserve to be happy.
I see you walking around, I smile, not at you though,
I smile because you’ll be happy if I don’t,
As far as you know,
You haven’t hurt me. I hope you think that’s true,
You put me through all this,
I used to admire you.
