WHY

Why do I cry uncontrollably?Why do I let little things get to me? Why,why,why I just cannot see, this love that I have for you must be blinding me! Friends of mine say it once and it surpasses my head, only till I realize how true it is do I let your stupid comments nail into my head.One friend tells me he treats me like shit, and the other agrees. Why can I not see! The thought is then stuck in my head for eternity.Over and over this thought arises like a never ending record it keeps rewinding.On and on over and over again .Oh God just please make this go away, please take this thought out of my head and throw it away!!! I finally confront you and feel like shit. I tell you I don't believe them, but now its making me sick. How stupid was I to think this would last, and that this never-ending thought would just surpass. Why do I let these things get to me? Why should I miserably cry uncontrollably? I have never cried over any guy and why should I now. Is it because I Love You? I dunno why. Or is it just that I'm afraid to face this cold cruel world without you? Why, Why, Why do i cry.