Tired ®

I'm so tired all of the time now.
I'm tired of wanting it to be different somehow.
I'm tired of asking and getting rejected.
I'm tired of wishing there's more than expected.

Tired of the hope that doesn't seem to enlighten.
Tired of the sleepless nights that my dreams do frighten.

I'm tired of trying to be perfect and lean.
I'm tired of explaining why your words seem so mean.
I'm tired of sitting here all alone at night.
I'm tired of expecting this to all be alright.

Tired of chancing my life on what is not mine.
Tired of not wanting to cross over some line.

I'm tired of being the only one who cares.
I'm tired of giving up, yet you don't want to share.
I'm tired of striving to understand you.
I'm tired of listening and seeing your point of view.

Tired of silence and all that comes with it.
Tired of wishing my heart to some dark pit.

Can't you see how tired I now am?
Can't you see how tired...