A Painful Night.....

With the blanket has i cover my head,
painfully i try to sleep in my bed,
afraid of the dreams coming in the night,
i hold onto the pillow next to me tight.

As i close my eyes,a tear goes down,
with each night,the tears have only grown,
you don't realize what u have done to me,
its like a nightmare no one wants to see.

i turn to my left and turn to my right,
this is what happening to me every night
Unable to sleep,i get up from my bed,
how can i sleep,after all the words u said,

Like a lifeless soul i walk around,
tears welcome my each step on the ground,
with so many angels out there in the sky,
no one come down to tell me not to cry.

Kneeling down,i pray looking into the heaven,
take away the life that u have given,
i can't think of a future without her,
please open the door and let me come there.

Let this be the last night of my life,
if u don't end,i will end with the knife,
if there is a rebirth,let me be her heart,
so that i can love her from the start...