I want to see you cry

Constantly falling
crashing towards ground
not ever once
a shattering sound
they build up
they break away
nobody notices- nothing to say
so big in your heart
immense seen to you
born with this distortion
for you to look through
demon blood wretched glasses
hand picked out for your eyes
angel painted mask
stapled on as your disguise
sitting, thinking
drenched, alone
"Please why dont' you stop"
a voice in monotone
no emotion
in your face
no thick aroma
in this place
all my drama
all my tears
you just stand straight
you stand straight for years
one day wont you fall?
wont you ache?
wont you cry?
will you not show true feeling?
Just one day
before i die?
you leave me here in question
yet you stand with me for days
one look can give 1,000 words
thats not true in this case
i don't know what your saying
i don't know what you mean
i don't know how you feel
your words don't mean a thing
what if my tears keep falling?
what i pull the knife?
if i sat here drenched in blood
in front of you and died
for my last few minutes
before i decide my fate
do you want me telling you
"your tears came too late"?
i want to see you on your knees
with red bloodshot eyes
your words don't mean a thing -
i want to see you cry...