Some Kind of Curse

I keep telling myself
You’re already gone
But without you
I have no reason to go on

I just wish
I had you here with me
There’s no other place
I’d rather you be

It’s hard to know
What’s really true?
And because of my stupidity
I lost you

I gained your trust;
You gave me your all
I was the one girl
Who never deserved your call?

You could have had
A girl so much better
But for some reason
You insisted you wanted us together

You were the guy
Who really understood?
And to help me out
You always did all you could

I’m sorry if I screwed it up
And made things worse
But trust me, I have bad luck
I’ve got some kind of curse

But one day you left
And went away
Never had I shed
So many tears in one day

Everyone tells me
I shouldn’t even care
But you really did love me
And it’s not even fair

You made me a better person
Because you saw the good in me
And only the true beauty
You really did see

You told me
I could do no wrong; only right
You told me I was the one person
Who could keep you from any fight?

We ended everything
Through NO fault of me or you
But I know ending it
Wasn’t what either of us wanted to do?

I hate everything
To you; I wrongly did
I hate the fact “we” are illegal
And I’m still a kid

I tell myself your better off
But I know I miss you even worse
Now since your gone, me not having You, Is my new kind of some kind of curse ..