I'm Sick Of Being Used

So much anger and pain inside me
I just want to scream
At the top of my lungs
I just want to punch the wall
Just to get all the anger out
I'm sick of being used
I'm sick of people walking all over me
I hate the fact that I care so much
I hate the way this hurts me
It cuts me up inside everytime
That I trust someone and they abuse it
Maybe I should not trust anyone else ever
Or live in fear that I will be hurt again
If I give my trust to someone else
Or maybe I should end my life
Then I wouldn't have to deal with this bullsh*t