How my soul became free

Don\'t you see the tears in my eyes
All the lies
I cant eat
I can\'t think
As everything I hold so deeply
And everything I touch turns solid and Black
As I tap my figures on my black desk
Thinking about what people would do when they see me behind the mask
Why do they cause so much pain
I guess all my past efforts where in vain
I am tattered and torn
They choke me
Strangle me
Slit my throat
My black blood spills once more
As I cry black tears
As I run to the bathroom to look at the mirror
Stare at my black eyes and touch my pail face
Whats so bad about me
When someone looks at me they call me a witch
As my best friend Mitch trys to kill me
He wont leave me alone Until its the end for me
So I must end my life
I grab the scissors make a slice
It feels so nice
This feels so much better then life
My soul with in these trapped walls become free
And there will be no more pain for me