Goodnight and goodbye

Goodnight my darling, ill see you on hells highest hill, because i have just taken the fatalest pill, i wonder if you will remember me, in many years to be, or will i not be a memory, but just another guy, who just so happened to die, would that make you cry, good bye good bye, its time now that i fly, away to heaven, and not to get let in, and fall to satan's hole, in which i belong, because everything in my life, is wrong, except you my darling, you are everything right, and that is why i wont kill myself tonight