I still get drunk loving you

i really love drinking
and i still do love you
lately I've been thinking
and mixing the two

but I've come to find
with the pain in my heart
in the depths of my mind
i can't tell them apart

every things spinning
after drinking the booze
i feel like I'm winning
but suddenly lose

I'm numb to the pain
when I'm wrapped in your arms
knowing all that I've gained
keeps me safe from all harm

i was drunk off your love
i was certain of this
you were sent from above
killing me with your kiss

i was so very drawn
to your curious eyes
but when you were gone
i couldn't help but cry

uncontrollable tears
falling down to the floor
about 10 more beers
i was crying once more

i don't know which one
caused me all of this pain
i am coming undone
left out in the rain

without you here
i drank till i fell
i had so many beers
and it hurt me like hell

but when i heard your voice
i was sober as ever
i had no choice
i would love you forever

now your gone from our home
and i started to think
now I'm in this alone
just me and my drinks