Everything

Sometimes I forget everything
Even the good

Sometimes Life feels so great
Even a day after the bad

Sometimes it seems like my life could be like this
Even though I know it's not

Sometimes I wish I could hide under my bed
So all my hate could go away

Sometimes I get so sad that I want to stab myself
I hate my life

Sometimes I hate my loneliness to the pointwhere i give up

Sometimes i deny what i feel
so that i can forget to live a day in peace

My face smiles up
And then it's gone
But sometimes it isn't
Sometimes i cry, sometimes i just want to die

My pain hurts to much
My soul shatters

I look out there and i whisper
What makes them beautiful

Why can't Ththineke they do?
Sometimes i try so hard but it never prevail

Life isn't fun anymore
Its all dark