What Was Us....

**This poem is written for someone very dear to me - they know who they are**

I have barely seen you for weeks on end
It’s hard to believe I call you my best friend
Things between you and I have changed
And our relationship is somewhat strange…
I miss what used to be and what was us
Time has caused our friendship to rust
I’m writing a poem to find the words
To explain to you how much this hurts…
What happened to how we used to be?
Enjoying our moments we were so happy
We treasured every second we spent together
Held onto the memories like they’d last forever…
Now you’re distant from me something I have found
Is I change as a person when you’re not around
Somewhere along the line we lost that bond, the trust
I miss what used to be and what was us…
The way we’d party and those endless nights
How we could always convince each other we’d be all right
Getting our club on and getting so messed up
Holding hair and rubbing backs when the need came to throw up… :o)
Scattered road trips to the middles of nowhere
Knowing someone always had your back and cared
Busting out tunes in your car or mine
Getting tans by the pool in the summer sunshine…
Sharing the most intimate secrets our own personal jokes
No hesitations to help out if the other was broke
Our friendship was so special an filled with happiness
I miss what we used to be and what was us…
How we’d know what the other was thinking about
There was such a strength and not and inch of doubt
Finishing our sentences before we could even speak
Never tiring of each other not even after weeks…
Looking back that times meant so much
Now that you and I have started to loose touch
I’ve lost that feeling that special buzz
And it hurts inside home girl it really does…
I want nothing more than for us to be the same
But I just know it can never be like that again
I wish I could but I can’t understand why
But it doesn’t change no matter what we try
I need to let go; you need to stop being so oblivious
Because it’s gone what used to be and what was us….