I wonder why I've been having these dreams lately.
Just waiting, and contemplating, what they really mean.
Please God let me be wrong this time, please don't let what I see in my dreams come to be.
I hope to God that I'm wrong just this one time.
I pray at night that I'm not right, I just can't lose the love of my life again.
Can't once again go through all of that pain.
In my dreams I see you, and me, together, but she comes in and tears it all away from me.
In my dreams you welcome her with open arms, and look at me sorrowfully, as if to tell me that you're sorry, but it just wasn't meant to be, like you once told me.
In my dreams, it seems so real, I wake with tears sliding down my cheeks, and onto my pillow.
I wonder, what will I do, if it's real?
What will I do?...what will I feel?
You called me last night and it was like my worst fear had come true, I couldn't stop the tears, so I just let them slowly flow.
You told me that I may be right, that you may have feelings for her just like I have dreamt for so long.
Told me not to worry, that everything would be alright.
You told me I wouldn't lose you, the love of my yet short life.
I have my doubts, and you seem to think it's mistrust.
Maybe it's just my own insecurities, maybe it's because of how much it is that I love..you.
Maybe I'm right, I hope to God that I'm not.
But if I am right...just know one thing, I would have died of a..
Broken heart...
~*SaMmIe*~
Please let this be real, don't let this be a dream, cause I would never wanna wake up and face the reality, that you chose her...over me.
