Black and white days
is all i seem to see
being here alone
i only want to leave
depression overcomes
tears fall down my face
looking in the mirror
feeling like a waste
tell me what i've done
and why i feel this way
i try my very best
every single day
it's never enough
i can never succeed
i want to lay down
and watch myself bleed
but i'll do this right
i won't sit here and pout
i'll get through this shit
and not take the cowards way out