by Jena Sep 14, 2004
category :
Love, romance /
secret love
I remember when I fell in love with you...the month...the night...the minute. My heart physically ached that night. Tears dripped from my trusting eyes and I knew not what to do...what to hide...or what to let go of. It's almost a year later, and I still haven't told you. You saw no tears in my eyes, nor confusion in my visage. It was dark. We lay there on your bed. I listened to your heartbeat, but you never heard mine. You still haven't. Your vanilla-scented candle was burning in that green, glass cube. I felt the breeze flowing through your balcony door. I heard the songs playing that you wanted me to hear. You saw only innocence, temptation, and yet another...yet another what? I remember standing before you. Wanting you to love me more than anything in this world. I've needed you for years; you knew it...and even when we were together, you were never truly mine. You've known it all along. I was just another virgin conquest. I am to this day. You still haven't conquered me. But if you do, will you have won our foolish game? Will there be nothing after?...God, how I love him... |