Final Goodbye

Another crappy, yet deep free-verse semi-rhyming poem. C'est la Vie!

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Save me please?
I need your help..
Save me?
Help stop my death,
cause you broke my heart.
So I'll cut myself
I'll cut myself up
to get rid of it all,
to get rid of my heart.
If my heart goes, so do I. Therefore, I must die.
I need to let you know this is my final goodbye.
Goodbye to all the hurt,
goodbye to my life.
If you don't save me now,
this could be my last night.
I may not live until tomorrow.
You love her,
you are obviously trying to get rid of me.
Sorry if this hurts you,
you have hurt me before.
Trust me, it hurts me more.
The blood goes through my heart, but you had to break it.
So why live on
when I will be so much happier if I'm gone;
if I'm no longer around.
So much for you saving me.
Be with her, not with me.
Choose her, even though I chose you over my best friend.
But I don't matter to you anymore.
I hope you live happily ever after with her,
not with me.
Maybe if I go,
the pain will follow.
All I can do is hope.
All I can do is pray
that the hurt will subside,
after I die.
One last time,
this is my final goodbye...