Admission of Guilt

I thought you knew me so well
Well it looks like you need some reminding
This fate that I'm forever bonded to
Has sent me into hiding

I won't grow up
I don't know how
I'm just a long lost soul
So I just wanted to drop by and say
I'm sorry for being so cold

I can't help the things I do
I'm all screwed up in my mind
Love is what brought us here
And it's love that hit me from behind

Shoot me down
I'm better off dead
It doesn't matter anyhow
I'm forever falling
And your not calling
I can't bear to look at you now

I'm just so sorry for messing things up
It's something I've been known to do
And if someone would just hear me out
I wish that someone would be you

I live in my own fantasy world
Reality's so far away
Please sign here and don't hold me responsible
For the things I do and say

All I know is I love you still
And whether it's right or wrong
I'll still call you my best friend
Because that's what you've been all along

Curse me out
I don't care
I probably deserve it anyway
I just wish you'd stop being mad
And accept this poor girl's apology today

All I know is that I'm sorry
All I know is that I suck
All I know is that I'm a loser
And that everything I touch
Turns to dust