Giving Up

by hybrid_theory   Sep 15, 2004


I'm at my wit's end, I'm letting go
I tried to be sane, but my mind just wouldn't go

And now you've got me all upset, and it's driving me insane
There's no one to point fingers at, I'm the only one to blame

And now you're face stalks my dreams; I hide my face in shame.
That's it; I'm setting you free
You won't ever have to feel pain, never have to deal with me

If I'm such a pain in the neck
Then let me fall, what the heck

It doesn't matter to me anymore
Because your tears seeped into me, right to the core

I'm sorry, I never thought it would end this way
I want to disappear; I have run out of words to say

The clock is ticking, my time is running slim
You were my only friend, you were my only kin

Just let me go, I'll be just fine
You won't ever have to hear me b-tch and whine

Just shun me into darkness where I belong
I know I don't deserve you, I've only known you for so long

I want to see you smile again, and really mean it from the bottom of your soul
I'm sorry if I hurt you, I've been sent away, my broken spirit has been sold

And maybe tonight you can get some sleep
Without tears on your pillow, thoughts of me making you weep

Please forgive me, I am ashamed
For what I have done to you, for calling you names

A month ago I would have never imagined it like this
But it's hard for me to pretend this reality doesn't exist

Well I guess it's over, wish me good luck
I wish to cause you no more pain, I'm giving up

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