Never ending lies

by Jamie   Sep 15, 2004


Bitter tears bleed from my eyes,
as i stare into utter disgust,
The reflection i see brings inner cries,
as i see new steel turned to rust.

The once happy child,
with love in her heart,
Has been forgotten and filed,
She's now fallen apart.

I hate what i see,
See rolls all about,
I just want to be happy,
but am starting to doubt.

I starve to the bones,
Run when i fail,
I want to be toned,
But I'm fading to pale.

I feel my sharp ribs,
Beneath my thin shirt,
But my eyes tell me fibs,
I see fat and feel hurt.

Why can't my eyes
just once be fair,
No more lies,
I can no longer bare.

Please Lord hear this child's prayer, I'm falling fast with no time to spare, All i feel is utter despair,
I wonder each day why nobody cares, As I'm struggling to walk and loosing my hair, Please Lord for me just be there:(

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  • 20 years ago

    by *Elizabeth*

    WOW!! this poem is very very powerful!!! also very sad!!! I wish you all the best and all the strenght in the the world!!!!!! Your poems amaze me!!!

  • 20 years ago

    by Not Bulletproof

    jamie you're an amazing writer..this poem was really godo...i had tears in ym eyes and still do actually...thats so sad...im glad you weigh more now though cause if you didn't i'd be more upset..you're such a great gurl i luv u youre so amazing like an inspiration to me with you're sweet words...you're poems are sooooooooo amazing! i love your work <33 keep writing please and take care tooo xoxox
    -Sarah / Mortalidaga
    xxxTakeCarePleasseexxx

  • 20 years ago

    by Jamie

    Thanks babygurl...you are so sweet. Do not worry tho, i am anythign but sickly frail now, in fact i have a BMI of 19.0 which is not even considered underweight. I am fat and i hate myself some days. But i did used to be leik this, it;s hard to remeber when i has such control...when i felt like an angel...pure...maybe i will write about that...

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