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by fear no pain Sep 15, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about death
Cast out of society Shunned from the world All because of imperfection She became an abnormal girl Painted in black A bitter little soul She didn't want to conform Or do what she was told Nobody gave her the time of day Except for their childish antics She wore all black Her mother became frantic No one ever knows Just what's in her soul She tries to hide The pain that's inside No one understands The pain she cannot bear She covers up the scars With the black things she wears Her long dark hair Covers her elegant face It's like she's a ghost There without a trace She writes her feelings down All in one long letter Telling everyone goodbye Hoping that it gets better She goes into the bathroom Fear written all over her face Takes a deep breath and says "I'm going to a better place" She runs all the faucets Shuts and locks the door Stares at the glaring blade Lying calmly on the floor She thinks about the people Who are just like that knife Tearing her apart All throughout her life She slowly kneels to the ground And crawls over to the place Where her life might end This could be her fate Slowly bringing her face to it She stares at it with her eyes Nobody will ever know Or ever realize "Nobody has ever cared Why would they start now?" She thinks to herself While crying on the ground She feels cold and naked "No one ever cares!" She screams But no one is there Nobody hears her cries Just like she said Everyone left her They don't care if she's dead Her family is gone She has no friends No one cares That this is her end She slowly brings the knife Closer to her face Takes a deep breath and says "I'm going to a better place" She slits her wrist A jump of pain With this movement Her soul is slain
by Andrea
She thinks about the people Who are just like that knife Tearing her apart All throughout her life that is so awesome how you wrote that!! excellent poem!