Cant tell you

I cant tell you how many times I've cried
I cant tell you how many times i wish I could call you mine
I cant tell you all the time i waist wishing you were here..in this place
I cant explain all the ways you made me believe
I cant tell you the crazy things you've made my mind do
I cant explain the unspeakable things I've done while without you
I cant tell you the words that i say behind
I cant tell you this lovely story i make up in my mind
I cant explain the antics my head construes
I cant explain the things that your love made me do
I cant explain how you changed this place...with your gorgeous face
I cant tell you how you've broadened my views
Or how you made me such a part of you
I cant tell you how much I've changed without your presence
I've entered a cave
And i cant tell you the directions to where i am
I wish i could tell you my words were so untrue when i say that
I wish i could wish it all away
Wake up the next day and my life never have been changed
I'd like to say that I am still the same
But oh, oh how my heart has strayed
I cant tell you how much it hurts to not hear your voice
To not feel your touch
I cant explain how i miss your sweet looks and our midnight talks
I cant tell you how I'll never forget your amazing face, even without another embrace
i wouldn't tell you these things because i would never want to burden your heart, or make this love depart
but i wish i could say that this love we've shared, could never be bought.
That all this time I've been seeking the gracious Lord has sent my "meant to be" to me.
I cant tell you how scared this instance makes me
I wish i could tell you that i love you and know that this love is still shared
I cant tell you the things i wish i could do with just one more day with you.