Mix me up

Why did you string me along?
Why not, tell me I was wrong?
Why not say at the start,
Stop me from breaking my heart?
Why did you, have to play around,
Why build me up to knock me down?
Why not, a simple no?
Or just slap me to let me know?

I wouldn't care,
But this isn't fair,
How could you swear,
That you would be there?
I wouldn't dare,
I'm nothing to compare...

I admit that sometimes I'm not fully honest,
I hold my tongue,
When it suits me, still I can't believe you have done this,
Don't think you have won.
Cos I'll never forget,
How you messed with my head,
Could have told me instead,
But oh no,
You just had to go and mess me up,
Now I don't give a f**k.

Why did you have to tell me lies?
Why try to see what is inside?
Why and try and break me?
Honestly, tell me please.
Why make me question everything?
Why when you'd happily change me?
Why did you go figure out?
What I am about.

You just wanted proof,
I'd nothing to loose,
You could make me choose,
If I were in the mood,
You knew all you,
Had to do...

Don't even attempt to explain,
How can I trust you once again?
It was so hard to believe you,
The second time, and nothing's new.

I'm broken inside,
Thanks to your lies,
You screwed up my life,
But I've left it behind,
Next time I,
Won't be so blind.

I admit that sometimes I'm not fully honest,
I hold my tongue,
When it suits me, still I can't believe you have done this,
Don't think you've won.
Cos I'll never forget,
How you messed with my head,
Could have told me instead,
But oh no,
You just had to go and mess me up,
Now I don't give a f**k.