What you mean to me

I miss you so much
It seems we've lost touch
The summer was long
I think my faith is gone

I saw you on the first day
And all my doubts went away
And I am at peace again
but I may fall down now and then

I will never forget the time we spent
Soon we'll be worrying about rent
And we'll drift apart
Become lost in the dark

But you memory will be my beacon of light
So the dark I won't have to fight
But the memories make me cry
And once again I want to die

For without you the world means nothing
All I can do is sing
And hope
the pain will go away
I'd be the happiest person in the world if you would stay

But you can't
And I am selfish to ask
And I know you can't
But you make me take off my mask

So I don't have to hide
So I don't need or want to cry
But things have been so wrong
And you have been here so long

That I don't know how I will fend
When next time our friendship takes a bend
I will be rendered unfit
I might have to give up and quit

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