Have you ever wanted something so bad, yet knew you couldn't have it?
You are like a drug to me; an unbreakable habit.
I've tried telling myself that I don't love you anymore,
But what's the point of lying for?
The truth is I can't let you go,
Why am I still trying to search for the care you don't show?
You made it quite clear that I'm "Just a friend",
And there's nothing I can do,
I can't make you love me like I love you,
Can't make you feel something that just isn't there,
So now I'm left alone,
Drowning in pain and dispair.
I hate it.
Hate it that I'm the one feeling pain,
When I don't cross your mind for a single second.
I hate that through my eyes your everything,
And through your eyes I'm nothing.
My friends say to just get over you,
But they don't see you the way I do.
They don't know how much I feel for you,
That my heart will forever belong to you.
And despite what has happened between us,
I still care.
One thing I don't get though...
How can I miss you,
When you were never there?
** This was written for a guy who I have strong feelings for, but he looks at me as just another friend. I wrote this to release some of the pain I've been feeling, and it would be greatly appreciated if you could Vote/Comment. In the meantime...thanks for taking a few minutes to read this. **
