Searching

Searching for a spot
a place that I belong
but I feel so alone right now
like all my friends have gone

no one ever understands
and it won't ever be the same
I hate the way life is
guys play me like a game

my best friends have changed
they aren't here for me anymore
they don't seem to care that I'm hurting
on our friendship life slammed a door

he doesn't love me
she no longer calls me her best friend
I wish things could be the way they used to
but everything started to end

I don't belong anywhere
and I feel like I'm left behind
does anyone even care
there's so much going through my mind

I would change if I could
what's the matter with me
I wish I could fix it
but me is all I can be