Never ending tears is what i know now...
I wake up every morning and put on a mask to try and hide my true feelings from the people around me...
I don't need or want there sympathy, Not like I would get it, because they don't understand... Inside I'm weak, and I tremble because Love left my soul to Bleed...
Days go by and still i hold on to all the memories we shared. Replaying all the events in my head, The good times the bad, all of them are special to me, because i shared them wit you... I still wear the ring you gave me, a symbol of our love and us always to be together. I suppose i still wear it because in my heart i still fell like we aren't Thur.
Silence is among me, i have nothing left to say, Only the tears in my eyes that just wont set themselves free...
Have you ever cried so much you just can't cry anymore?
And felt like your slowly dieing on the inside, but just won't die on the outside... If not then you've never loved someone like i love him and had that fade away... A love so strong and true that you never thought you wouldn't be together.
they say time will heal a broken heart, but thats not true. Each day that goes by my heart aches more. How can time heal a heart that lost it's true love.
He was my everything, i never wanted Ne thing more. Kind, caring. and sweet. And most of all when i looked into his eyes i saw the love he has for me.
As much as it hurts right now, i know it wouldn't hurt so much if he didn't still tell me he loves me wit all of his heart and always will. Because that makes me just so confused as to why we aren't together.
Even with this mask that i have on, so he wont know how much I'm hurting inside... if you just look deep within my eyes you will see how I'm slowly dieing inside, not just because i lost my Lover also because I lost my Best friend...
