Possed, saved

My heart
my soul
my ecstasy
my breathe is stolen as she looks at me
my dreams are haunted by my angels moans
panic...aching screams, teary eyes from the drones
bloody ankles; heavy sh*t,
they slump along the floor
under covers; scared as hell
blood dripping through my door
hands nailed-
spred open-
hammered down-
into my blood stained sheets
i stare up high
with anger in my eyes
i ache to give her all she needs
silently bloody
from the east side of hell
the demons flood into my brain
no noise for a moment-
then SCREAMS from the deepest pit of my gut
i shatter the ears of the sane
my sheets rise above me
i moan with melancholy...
the smile on my face mellows down
my angel, she visits, she sings to me without a sound
masturbation through demons...
i feel lethargic all over
numb with decay as i sleep
i fall int the Dumpster
decorated in my mind
and i lay in the blood of a sheep
as she rises up above me
and softly leaves my side
Satan himself comes to see
he opens his eyes
Lucifer sheds a tear...
all is conquered, my angel, my love, heart and soul
all is pure with my ecstasy...

dedicated to you beautiful...i hope your happy now samangel