Now I Lay Me Down to Die

Now i lay me down to die,
to pass on to another life.

this life was filled with hurt & pain,
i choose to no longer live in vain.

i run the blade across my wrist,
i was hoping it wouldn't come to this.

i close my eyes as the pain escapes,
tears are stinging as they run down my face.

he never loved me but now that's ok.
i won't have to see him every single day.

mom & dad keep fighting & it hurts my ears,
it won't be my fault anymore if I'm not here.

I'm so close now, i see the light,
soon i can drop out of this fight.

i hope I'm forgiven for all my sins,
i pray to god to let me in.

as I'm waiting at the gate,
I'm being freed of my pain & hate.

there is paradise as far as the eye can see,
now my soul will rest in peace.