ANDY
A sniff of coke i get high **** the world i wanna die.
Andy u hurt me u really did.
I thought you loved me but what i felt was real
for what u told me was a lie.
I want my life to end
What i want is to die.
it was the best time of my life.
love that i thought could never die.
Not even from the jagged end of a knife.
I gently run the knife across my writs and now I'm scared....just not like u really care.
Do i keep on living and deal with all this hurt?
pain and feeling that i just dont belong.
Or do i take my life to stop suffering?
i really thought you loved me.
all i know is i loved u.
I went through junior and u really helped me through.
Then i had to deal with dale.
Then i had u.
Im sick of people like this and dealing with all this hate.
I'm going to take my life its just to late.
I will not be a singer.
I will not be an actress.
I'm sick of dealing with people like this.
you will not see me grow up.
So now i will take this knife and make my first and final cut.
I pick the gleaming knife up.
My reflection lies within.
I feel the cold and bitter steal and long to plunge it in.
I plunge the knife into my soul and feel my life despite.
I'm not shure i want to die anymore.
But i fear it is too late.
Tears mix with blood falling slowly to the ground.
Covered in blood i pull myself up in tears.
I crawl into my bed pull the warm covers up around my shoulders.
I clutch my warm teddy bear and go to sleep forever!
The phone starts to ring.
Andy's on the phone he asks me what is wrong.
I tell him soon i will be gone.
He starts to cry and ask me why.
I find the strength to say i love u and goodbye.
