My Sanity lost,no hope of being found
I fought so hard on an emotional battleground
A war of emotions have torn my heart and soul
Now confusion has started to grow
I swore I would win this war on my broken heart
Truth is I lost before it even had a chance to start
I never dreamed that when you left it would leave me such a mess
Thought I was so strong inside but I'm very weak I must confess
My mind entertains thoughts,some of victory but most of great defeat
Hope rising up within me and then crushed by my reality
Wounded beyond repair,I feel I am right now
Picking up my pieces I must carry-on somehow
A war I brought on myself within my heart and soul
Fought between you coming back to me and me just letting it go
I never knew how strong love can really be
A hard lesson that I've learned since you left me
I know I must not sit here and drown in my own sorrow
So I will just focus on today and not worry about tomorrow
War still lingers in my heart and soul of that I can't pretend
Peace will return to me one day and then my war will end
