Not Happy

I don't know why my life is hell,
It's kinda easy to tell I ain't well,
I dress in black everyday,
sometimes I'm in such dismay,
my parents don't understand a
teenagers soul,
They don't know my heart has a huge hole,
Why else would I be so angry,
I just pretend like my life's dandy,
my heart's been beatened and so bruised,
from all the times that I've been used,
I lose at everything, and I'm confused,
I Don't know why I feel so unloved,it's like
everyday I'm being shoved,
I don't matter, and no one gives a care,
My life's always been unfair, people walk around
me or give me a stare,
it's not a happy stare, it's an angry glare,
The boy I love don't feel the same,
he thinks I'm stupid,ugly, and lame,
My family thinks I'm stupid and mean,
they look over me and I'm not even seen,
I go to school, the only place I've got friends,
but when school's over my misery only begins...